i cant stand the fact that ur wasting away ur life like this... why do u have to be so emotionally dependent on someone else... why does u have to crave for attention all the time... why do u think that everyone should drop what they are doing just because u need to bitch and crib about how things aren't going ur way... its not like ur doing much to change things... all u need to do is make up ur mind and focus... why do u have to think that ur so lonely... why dont u realize that theres a big difference between LONELINESS and ALONENESS... and that being alone can help if u take it the right way... why do u have to be everyone's number 1... if u want things to change then STAND UP AND CHANGE THEM!!!... start accepting things that happen and take steps to turn things ur way... thats the only way anything will happen... dont take ur luck for granted... work towards ur goal... do something for urself... u dont deserve all this... i cant see u like this... i love u too much to see u like this... do something baby... change ur stars... its not something anyone else can...