Oct 15, 2007

The Iron Princess Speaketh

i sometimes refer to myself as the "iron princess"... the steely exterior, the impression i tend to leave on others, and the nothing-can-touch-me attitude... but what most people forget is that im human too... i take 'dont judge a book by its cover' seriously... because im a very different person from i who i show myself to be... i just wish people would stop judging me.. people aren't always who they show themselves to be... most people with the strongest of exteriors have the softest of hearts and are the most sensitive ones... the balls-to-the-world attitude is there just so that no one can hurt me.. or so i think... i somehow almost always tend to trust the wrong people... and every time i get my trust broken, i promise myself that i wont let it happen again... but like they say, some people never change!!.. im way too easy to fool... because im too stubborn... because i dont like the world we live in... the deceptions, the lies, the hypocrisy, the works... because i genuinely care about people.. because i dont understand people who trample over others.. because i despise how we judge everyone and everything that comes our way... because i want to make a difference... because i live in my own dream world... because i need a reality check!!!

14 comments:

Adicrazy said...

Maybe that's because you are not like that. You wont break trust, you wont deceive anyone and you wont fool people. We see the world from our eyes, and most of the times we believe it to be like us. But clearly, this is not the case. :)

But will all the treachery, deceptions and broken dreams - it is still a beautiful world. Just cherish your lil' corner and be have all the damn fun you can. :)

PS: I would also like a reality chk.

Kush said...

Oh dahling, the world is not yet tuned to the sensitive Piscean wavelength! :))

Amandeep Singh said...

Yeah I know what you are talking about..
Sometimes it just blows ur mind thinkin about all this
....

Mystique said...

we have a lot in commom then.
tomboyish, stubborn, easily fooled, try to be tough but are actually not....
is this blog a mirror or what??

Dipti said...

i used to be like that too... with a strong exterior... 'i dont give a fuck' attitude. yeah i still have it, but that attitude is not towards the people who matter..handful of people. i got tired of saying 'i dont care'. i realized that i do! very much. so i stopped showing otherwise. its pointless eventually

Anonymous said...

just chill.

Reeta Skeeter said...

You can't help it...all Pisceans are born like that... me too!

WritingsForLife said...

i can relate to this in some ways... there was a time i was like that.
Now i am all iron--interior, exterior :)
this... after all is a cruel world, my dear. you cant expect them to stop and take care of u. You need to pick urself up and face the world
best of luck!

Ab said...

i think iv told you before, but im am ditto like this..
and yesterday i was feeling so wretched thinking i dont want to liv in a world wer i cant rely on anyone else...
but then well.. i think adi crazy has the best explanation... we tend to expect th world to treat us like we treat it, and so it has to follow that id we are all nice and good, then th world will be perfect...

Pri said...

well, then tht makes two of us then :)

cheers

lemon said...

it is a piscean thing..take it from me..

abhartiya said...

sigh..y do people like u dont exist 2 together? i knw wht u mean..u r just gullible u knw...not ur fault..just ur honesty that speaks...

all i would say is no matter wht happens, just stay like wht u are..u'll eventually realize wht is in store for u sometime laters maybe...

:)

Unknown said...

aw man, thats just a very cool nickname. Iron princess. I want a nickname like that...only a bit more...masculine.

sigh...reality checks bounce all the time, no point getting them. Live in the fantasy. Drag your imaginations to reality..its fun.

Shyama said...

ah well... reality hits hard doesnt it? man, for the whole of my life, ive trusted ppl i shudnt hav... ive learned to cherish the gud moments n forget abt the bad ones somehow... kinda helps i guess... nice blog u have here... tcz

- shimmer